Thursday, October 11, 2007

Approaching Hari Raya

As per previous Hari Raya, I couldn't stop myself from buying cookies and cakes which actually never get eaten. This year i am buying

kek lapis asam
carrot cake
decorated cupcakes
serunding
tempeyek
5 jars of variety of cookies

...and still looking for more. Actually i am planning to bring home some to my mum's and some to my in-laws. So it's not just for the house.
We are going back to my hometown tonight, hopefully my husband return from outstation (JB) on time tonight. He said we'll start the journey around midnight.

Last night i went to fetch my niece, and bring my kids along. Fatini was so excited thought i am driving back to melaka. After fetching my niece we went home and Fatini refused to enter the house cos she was not expecting to return home. I told her " tomorrow ok, we'll balik kampung tomorrow..." she replied in her stubborn tune, " no mummy I want to go to Tok Wan's tonight". Hmmm, don't like to disappoint her but this going to be another of her tantrum. But she always gave in gracefully. So cute! Therefore finally managed to get her to come inside the house.

I packed half the clothes already last night and after sahur this morning. Trying to make sure i don't leave anything. Still more to do..!!!

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Ramadhan almost over

Fasting month is almost over. I missed lots of days fasting due to my miscarriage. It's kind of sad everytime the Ramadan month is almost over, yet the joy is mounting over expecting the Eid celebration, family gathering, the visiting to ralatives houses, receiving people at the house and so on.
My family and I will travel back to Melaka to visit and stay at my mum for a few days before we travel North to Kedah to visit my in-laws.
Fatini and Emir have done their Raya shopping, with lots and lots of new , very nice clothings for them. The dad has been lavishing on the kids especially Fatini. Fatini will start to enjoy the celebration this year while Emir may be too young to fully understand the celebration.
This will be also time for me to spend the whole long week with my children which i look forward to very much. Most time of the year i am always working.
I have bought cookies, cakes and serunding. I have also bought 4 pairs of baju kurung, decided to spend on the attire since i have not bought any baju kurung for the whole year.

Sad news

I lost my baby at 21/2 month pregnancy. I was upset for a while but then i thought if things are not meant to be, they are not meant to be...
I become to appreciate my children more now, alway praying for their health and well being. Both are healthy, active and ever such a joy to me to watch and hold.
I pray they grow up well.